A Christmas Wish

It was hard to be separated after graduation. We go to different high schools now, which at first really depressed me. I tried to keep my spirits high so people wouldn't notice. I was always good at doing that. During the first month or two, I would constantly be reminded of him. My heart would feel uneasy and I would want to see him never so badly. The friends I would confide in before was not with me at this new place. Along the way, I've met many new friends who make me forget about these many hard feelings, and now I can truly be happy again. If Santa Claus is truly out there, I have one thing I truly want with all my heart for Christmas. I want to see him again...

Confidence

I'm in love. I realized only a year ago. Whenever he's around, I blush and feel my heart beating. We've been friends for so long and I have only fell in love a year ago. Maybe I loved him since way back, but never realized these feelings. I want him to know, but it's just impossible for me. I'm such a coward with no confidence. He probably thinks of me as a friend and nothing more than that. It hurts when I think of such things. I want to know how he feels about me.

Valentine's Day

You stand there with your lips curved in a big smile. You dress firmly in your white shirt. Your red hands and dark brown eyes makes the world be reborn all over. You smell like the blossoming flowers in early spring. Your hands are an angel's blessing, calming every soul. Your presence makes all the people around you smile. I wish that all the world's happiness will be with you for all of eternity.

Entry 6

In my heart, I wish for his happiness. However, I might also be a little selfish. I'm not the only one who loves him. I don't know how many but there are others who feel the same way I do. I say that I wouldn't mind if he is happy with other girls. I don't mind if he doesn't love me back. All I wish for is his happiness. However, I tend to want him to love me. I really, really want him to know about my feelings for him. I don't want to hurt my friends' feelings. I know how it feels to be hurt by love.

Entry 5

My feelings seem so complicated. I don't understand them myself. I might think that it's love, but it might not be. I want to believe in my heart. I love him and that's all it matters. I dream of him day and night. I want to be loved the way I do for him. I want him to know my feelings, but I'm afraid . I don't want to be hurt. Even if it's just in my dreams, I want to continue this love. I might seem like a coward, but wouldn't you want to believe in this happiness? I know that the best way to be happy is to get it over with. I want to confess to him, but I'm really afraid that my little world will shatter and leave me in despair. He might feel the same way, and I really want to find out. Why can't love be any simpler?

Entry 4

In my mind, I always thought I lacked courage. Maybe I din't at all. Every person has courage in them. Some burried it deep down and others let it surface. What hides these courage is someone's feelings. They tend to think they lack it and this feeling will eventually hide them. If someone truly wishes for their courage, maybe it will surface once more. Will I ever be able to confess my feelings to him?

Entry 3

I was once a kid who knew nothing, nothing about the world we live in. What was love to me before? Fairytales? Admiration? Friendship? I probably didn't understandit's full concept. Love is not just one feeling in particular, but all these feelings do have one thing in common. It's the feeling to want to protect the one you love even if it costs your life. People says that love is the strongest thing that has ever existed. I'm probably one of those believers. To love is to be able to sacrifice. Is my love for him strong enough?

Entry 2

My world is suddenly blooming with life. The world in which was locked up in my heart, untouchable to all, even me. It's an unknown feeling. A feeling that makes me cry. It seems so sad that it can break me apart easily. My little world is very fragile, but precious at the same time. It's calling out, giving signals. It wants to become stronger and stronger.....However, it isn't directing it to me. It's calling to someone else out there, or to be more precise, it's calling to someone else's world. Could this someone be him?

Entry 1

My feelings are like a roller coaster. Sometimes, it pains my heart and others, it sets it beating like crazy. For some reason, it can't be put into words. It makes me sad to see him with other girls. Is this the so called jealousy by any chance? Probably. Being near him will calm my soul. His scent leaves me unconsciously smiling. His smile gives me a sense of happiness. His touch is like a god's blessing. The picture of him would not leave my mind no matter how hard I try. When did my heart start to have such feelings?