Entry 1

My feelings are like a roller coaster. Sometimes, it pains my heart and others, it sets it beating like crazy. For some reason, it can't be put into words. It makes me sad to see him with other girls. Is this the so called jealousy by any chance? Probably. Being near him will calm my soul. His scent leaves me unconsciously smiling. His smile gives me a sense of happiness. His touch is like a god's blessing. The picture of him would not leave my mind no matter how hard I try. When did my heart start to have such feelings?