February 23, 2009

Valentine's Day

You stand there with your lips curved in a big smile. You dress firmly in your white shirt. Your red hands and dark brown eyes makes the world be reborn all over. You smell like the blossoming flowers in early spring. Your hands are an angel's blessing, calming every soul. Your presence makes all the people around you smile. I wish that all the world's happiness will be with you for all of eternity.

February 16, 2009

Entry 6

In my heart, I wish for his happiness. However, I might also be a little selfish. I'm not the only one who loves him. I don't know how many but there are others who feel the same way I do. I say that I wouldn't mind if he is happy with other girls. I don't mind if he doesn't love me back. All I wish for is his happiness. However, I tend to want him to love me. I really, really want him to know about my feelings for him. I don't want to hurt my friends' feelings. I know how it feels to be hurt by love.

February 9, 2009

Entry 5

My feelings seem so complicated. I don't understand them myself. I might think that it's love, but it might not be. I want to believe in my heart. I love him and that's all it matters. I dream of him day and night. I want to be loved the way I do for him. I want him to know my feelings, but I'm afraid . I don't want to be hurt. Even if it's just in my dreams, I want to continue this love. I might seem like a coward, but wouldn't you want to believe in this happiness? I know that the best way to be happy is to get it over with. I want to confess to him, but I'm really afraid that my little world will shatter and leave me in despair. He might feel the same way, and I really want to find out. Why can't love be any simpler?

February 2, 2009

Entry 4

In my mind, I always thought I lacked courage. Maybe I din't at all. Every person has courage in them. Some burried it deep down and others let it surface. What hides these courage is someone's feelings. They tend to think they lack it and this feeling will eventually hide them. If someone truly wishes for their courage, maybe it will surface once more. Will I ever be able to confess my feelings to him?