Confidence

I'm in love. I realized only a year ago. Whenever he's around, I blush and feel my heart beating. We've been friends for so long and I have only fell in love a year ago. Maybe I loved him since way back, but never realized these feelings. I want him to know, but it's just impossible for me. I'm such a coward with no confidence. He probably thinks of me as a friend and nothing more than that. It hurts when I think of such things. I want to know how he feels about me.